"People who kill themselves are selfish."
Well, darling, let me tell you a story,
A story all too true.
A daughter who became a wife, a wife who became a mother.
A mother of three girls...
One just above the age of a toddler,
One at the age of twelve,
And one entering the life of a married adult.
Now, the youngest girl was watching television,
And the oldest at the neighbor's home.
The twelve year old daughter sat at a computer with her closest friend,
When something terrifying happened.
Her mother was in the kitchen, coughing.
The daughter, although unable to see her mother, only could imagine the situation.
The mother walked calmly p
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She didn't want it to happen.
But his words wrapped around her like a blanket and his hands warmed her chilled body. He was so wonderfully convincing, whispering glorious promises and beautiful vows into her vulnerable soul, telling her things she so desperately needed to hear. Slowly, he melted down her icy wall until she was a messy puddle at his feet.
She gave in to his delicious lure.
It was a mistake.
He left her the morning after, never to be heard from again. He stole away in the dim light of the breaking day, and with him he took her innocence. He did, however, leave her something in return.
You, little one.
He gave her you.
An
We became friends over a shared glass of misery
Friends through common injury
But I soon lost my thirst
I left that glass of melancholy
When joy reached out its hand to me
But you had wanted to finish first
When I said "I'm finished with despondency"
You tried to call me beckoningly
And tempt me with another drink
But I shook my head determinedly
And, though I loved you comfortably,
When offered happiness I didn't need to think
Your stare turned cold as I lived blissfully
And when you spoke your words fell icily
Upon the ears of I who once loved you so
You stabbed my back unceremoniously
And I let our friendship die quietly
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I cannot cry for you.
I want to, my love,
every time I picture your brave,
beautiful face and remember how
you shook in my arms
as the disease ravaged you.
But this pain goes much deeper
than tears, much deeper than
any physical grief. You took my
soul with you when you went;
I will never be complete again.
I wish I could be sure that we
would meet again, but I fear we
shall not, in this world or any other.
The city skyline shines in the
darkness, like your pain-bright eyes,
and I struggle to remember you
as you were, vibrant and so alive,
rather than the desolation of those
last hours. I want to remember your
joy but i
I know you left me behind,
so you could go on living,
because I would have just held you down,
in this lonely broken town
I don't blame you,
but when you finally get on top,
sing a simple song for me,
so I know you still care
I'll be waiting in this town,
all of our memories still hanging around,
to keep me sane while you're gone,
making your dreams come true
I remember when we kissed,
under the moonlight that one night,
so many summers ago,
when we were so young
You'd come to my side,
on those rainy nights,
and sing me something sweet,
to put me to sleep during the storm
Now I sit all alone,
in this
Boiling with anger
and struggling to keep it in
she hates it when her anger
decides to spill out in hot tears
and run down her face;
shattering her pride,
taking away her shield
Furious with herself
because she had let mere words hurt her
she swipes a determined hand across her eyes
erasing all evidence of her bleeding heart
her broken pride...
Spilling out her anger instead
through the pen she holds in her hand,
she wonders,
Yet again
why the wounds created by loved ones
Cut deeper
Bleed longer
And heal ever so slowly?
"Sticks and stones
may break my bones,
but words will never hurt me."
Though, I tell you this,
when I'm alone,
I know silence will kill me.
For silence can shatter
the confidence of a king,
and set the fire
of paranoia blazing.
Oh!
Shatter
and
Blaze
in ways you have never seen.
No,
you will never hear
when the quiet approaches
on cat-footed shadows
to fill your ears.
See, sticks and stones
can break our bones,
if we let them,
&
Wishing away
for yesterday.
A better day
without decay.
Did I neglect
my redirect?
I never checked
my own respect.
Can you discern
an unconcern?
I could not learn
from my upturn.
I feel behind
and disinclined
to pass this bind
that I designed.
Where is desire
in entire
when all is dire
yet happened prior?
I wish away
for faraway.
A day I pray
will not betray.
You know you're an artist when paint stains your clothes regularly,
when it bothers you that you don't have an idea on what to do,
when you don't need to go to a salon to get your nails done.
You know you're an artist when you smile at a challenge,
when you can write your own songs, they play through your mind,
when you've got no need for radio,
you just hum that song you designed.
You know you're an artist when you create your own constellations,
when your failures inspire you to push forward,
when you can make yourself smile with a goofy scetch.
You know you're an artist when you've got your own style,
when you don't go a secon